I really considered a couple strong decisions last week. As always I tested without permission, and failures were handed out. You’re almost certain to get a certain result when you fix the rules. The process was as always an unfair series of eliminations, because the undesirables weren’t meant to be there in the first place. I hope though that there will be no more of these eliminations, and as with this new resolve new actions must follow.

I crave a grand surprise, an encapsulating everlasting newness, though I haven’t left much garden space in my forest. Life can become such a controlled ecosystem of inputs, forecasts, adjustments and contingencies. For life to be truly magically, your living yes your every sense must be alive in unison. It is not enough to work, and be disciplined dead. Come alive, love, breathe, smell, taste, hear, see, feel. Everyday.